Inviting the penetration

The weltschmerz has been trying infiltrate my head for quite some time,

More often that not, I've invited its sweet presence to console me.

More recently I've found it easier to resist.

When I'm alone, much rather I'd be depressed, feeling safer in my own skin.

Not allowing the feelings of others to influence me in either direction.

Torching up my unwanted thoughts, along with memories I've lost.

My drooping eyes can no more take it, the sunshine burning sun spots in my vision.

Receeding back into the darker corners where I can't be seen.