Practical

It has become too much of a grueling chore to live life.

I find it so hard to embrace any of the things that you speak of

Daily, it becomes more difficult for me to face my fears.

I protest to all these changes occurring in my mind .

I have made it this far, how exactly I'm not sure.

Though, I know I can crawl at least a little further.

So no one sees me in the corner, covering the mess I've made.

It seems so routine to feel how I feel, but no one goes to the lengths that I do, to ensure that I am shadowed and not left waiting to have to hear all the terrible things I have said about me.