So, this is me...well, a part of me.

Ogden, UT, United States
I'm just a regular guy, who had his problems. Taking care of them is the easy part...preparing for new ones is the challenge. I hit a rough patch a few years back and while you may choose to be offended by the things that I write, I don't apologize for documenting my feelings.

12.27.2005

Easier Than Living

Its been a while, since I have allowed my thoughts to penetrate me.
Since I have been in reality with life beside me.
I have been away, in my mind, in my own escape.
I've been trapped.
Trapped by the fears of living a lie.
Life.
Life is a lie.
A lie to entice those of whom you request the company of.
Nothing more.

Can you help me to find my way, the way out of this hole I've dug?
Its getting deeper and seems to be caving in from the top.
It's covering, and the light is no longer viewable.

I am shadowed.

Unprotected.
Now breathe. Be still. Life has come and gone. Now its gone.

Gone.

Where did it go?
I have lost my way.
I dare not journey back.

My current state is easy.

Easier than living.

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