Oak or Pine?

I limit me. From life. From living life.

While i experience, I never quite feel anything but the intensity.

It's like pain without any passion, and forgiveness without any love.

Leaving a bad and somewhat empty aftertaste, all the while not close to satisying.


I need more. Like that junkie that just has to rob those folks, to afford his 12 straight binge.

My tolerance of numbess has increased to where I could drown without feeling any pressure within myself.

I need more from me, more from my life than I've asked for in a while.

More than I've be deservant of or less myself deserve in the longest time.


I'd like to say I've found someone that I can spend all my time with,

But I'll never be sure.



I don't want to spend the rest of my life

with me


I better get a move on if I'm gonna try to get out of here early.

Early release, for little or no behavior.

I've been thinking a lot, about where I'll be 5 years from now.

Oak or Pine?