To no avail

Descriminate. Life no longer is trivial and superficial.

Reality check.

Everyone is not with me with you, together, never; forever, no more.

Nothing to regain or to recover from the spoils that still remain.

I have been changed forever and there is no going back, as if I could,

But it's not my choice, and no it never was my choice to have things end like this.

Not ever to end like this.

To only try, would have not been such a difficult thing to manage, with 2 people.

But to no avail, the changes have occured against my own free will.

Now I am left.

I live alone.

I alone.